Things I'v Heard.

I've heard that you always talked about jokingly that if you died that you would always be there still for people that needed you and that also you said once you die whenever that may be that you were going to fight God and there was going to be a three day battle and you had said it would be raining those three days non stop. Well I do remember that the night that they recovered you're body it rained so hard all through the night and the next two days it had rained non stop and one of the days the sirens where going off because of how bad it got. It amazes me that you said those things and those things did happen and that you still are around because I am having issues with my boyfriend and you said that if he hurts me that you will hurt him so bad, and I still believe you will. A couple nights ago you had made it clear you were there in our room so I know you're still around.

40 Days.

This song reminds me of you.

Let's start at one 
And count the days
Let's hope to God that time flies like they say
Cause this instance can't distance my heart from yours tonight
But I'm lying awake now and I'm holding your picture
It's so cold here without you

And I need you now, cause it's killing me
And I wish somehow, you were here with me
When I fall asleep I feel you with me
Till I fall asleep and you are with me 

Could this be more 
I've been up all night riding subway lines
Now we're sleeping on your floor 

Can we make this a lifetime, you're all I want right now
Life keeps telling me I need to go
But what if I wanna stay
Cause I'm lost here without you

I found a love I never have before, you changed me
And I will wait however long it takes, you changed me
You say the words that I've been thinking
I'll never let you go
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Song meaning: Beau Bokan(blessthefall)  has recently been engaged to his gf, Lights. They are both musicians and often away for "40 days" with touring, etc.. Its a love song from him to her, using lyrics from one of her songs "And Counting". 
"When I fall Asleep I feel you with me, until I fall asleep and you are with me" 

Happy Almost Birthday Bro!

Hey Alex your birthday is April 11th and just in case if I get caught up in everything that day Happy Birthday I miss you like crazy so does Maryrose and everyone that you have touched. Class is about to end but I love you and miss you happy birthday Cookie.