Therapist.

I know everyone wants to remind me of you but honestly I haven't forgotten you, I remember everything you said to me and everything that happened. I don't need everyone asking how I am after you passed. Obviously I'm still alive, when you died I felt like I died, my heartbeat got slow and I felt like I couldn't breathe. I hate how they keep saying "are you okay" and bringing you up every minute, normally me and the person talk about what good is going on in my life and then they bring you up and I want to cry or runaway and not look back. Seriously if you want to know how I feel about my friend Alex Cook, look in my eyes, they've seen it all and cried all the tears for him. Next time talk about something different with me, I worry about everything so much, like Cookie's girlfriend I watch out for her and I feel so sad whenever I see her status about him. I just want to take all this pain away, I wish you were still alive there's so much I want to tell you and talk about and advice for sure. We need you back Alex.