Missing You.

Missing you hurts so bad, sometimes I get those times where I just crack and break down and cry. If anyone knows me at all its that I hate crying now, I always used to come home and cry in my dark room and then falling asleep, weird huh? well middle school wasn't a trip in the park even when I tried to be myself everyone made fun of me. Besides the point, ever since all those times of middle school and me coming home and crying I am so scared to cry because then I will feel like I can't stop. When I cry about you it feels like I'm crying forever.  I hate my mind, it gets me thinking always. Sometimes my thinking can be good but when sad its hard. I miss you.