Fighting The Tears.

Its hard to lose one friend but two? Rest In Peace Jacob Zachary Campbell, we will never know why you took your life along with lisa but I hope everything now up there in heaven is sorted out and I hope you guys can forgive yourselves for I have forgiven you. I just don't know why it had to be suicide, If I knew that was the case I could have stopped that nonsense, but it was too late you and your beautiful girlfriend escaped reality. I remember Jake was driving around with me and I brought him to where you took your life, I ran across that field up by the big hill where it all happened and I tripped and poured my heart out to you, I cried hardly in the harsh rain that poured upon me,  I felt your hand on my back and I weeped. And I will never forget that moment, the day I felt your cold hand. Rest In Peace Alex Cook, I remember that horrible day, well night. And that thunderstorm that happened once they found you was I knew it was you. ever since you left I see you everywhere and I don't see much ghosts and I'm mostly scared of them but I see you frequently and I'm not scared I just get lonely and sometimes sad, most times when I see you I am happy that you chose to see me. I know that if you were here I could be like "whoa that dream was horrible, be careful," but its not a dream its more of a nightmare that we all will never wake up from. I feel your touch and you clearly make it known that you are there, sometimes Astro will sense you if we are over at Shi's house with her and her family, he will just bark and then lay down on his back and kick his foot as if you were scratching his belly. I know you have never met Astro but now you have and you guys are two peas in a pod. What's sad to see the most is if I type into google "Alex Cook" one of the first suggestions is Alex Cook Obituary. Rest in peace my friends. Jacob Campbell 10/12/10 & Alex Cook 7/18/12