Everyday Since Then.

Everyday since you've been gone I have thought about you, If I saw something you would like I would think of you like that or in general I just think and remember everyday. I wish I could have stopped it. I think everyone wants to forget it, but we can't. I hope your friends and family are alright because I know some of them are severely sad and I wish I could help but I can't find the way to help. When I turn 18 in 4 months I am getting a big tattoo. across my shoulders on my back it'll say "Rest In Peace Bro" and then my middle back will have a big portrait of you giving the peace signs on the couch and then next to that it'll say in little letters "Cookie Inc" like how at the end of some companies put "tm" it'll say Cookie inc with a little cookie monster head next to it. It will cost a lot but maybe someone can help pay for it. If I could ask someone who has your ashes I would ask what  I'd have to do to get just a little tiny bit to put into my tattoo. I'll have to do one at a time.